On Thursday, the next day after chemo I had to go back to
the infusion center for my Neulasta shot. The medicine stimulates the growth of
healthy white blood cells in the bone marrow so I can build up and fight
infection again. Mitch drove me down yesterday and went in with me. It is nice
to not have to do this alone. Last night I could feel that my legs were
starting to ache. Bone ache is a side effect, so was not a surprise. When I woke
up I had more aches and pains. The worst pain today was in my left hand. Made
it almost impossible to open pill bottles. The good side effect seems to be
that I am quite tired. Not totally sure if that is from the Neulasta or the
Chemo. But I have had a terrible time with sleeping since my diagnosis. And
today I dozed off three times. That felt good.
I am constantly up and down to use the restroom. I need to
drink 2 to 3 quarts of water a day. I generally like drinking water, but it is
so drab tasting after chemo that is it harder to want to drink. I also do chemo
mouth rinses multiple times to prevent sores in my mouth. They consist of
water, baking soda and salt. I have containers made up in the bathroom
downstairs and upstairs so it is handy. I keep little disposable cups by it for
easy use.
I am also not to use the same towel as anyone else, so I
keep paper towels in the bathrooms to make sure I don’t. When you wash your
hands this often, they get quite dry, so I have to keep putting lotion on my
hands.
I need to keep walking and exercising as much as I can.
Mitch helped me get out this morning for a little walk around the neighborhood.
Lulu loved that one. She has not been out too much lately. I couldn’t go too
far. I did 10 minutes on my Exercycle. I generally do 45 minutes, so will have
to force myself to do more segments of time on the bike. My nurse practitioner,
Joanna Losito, and my oncology dietitian, Margaret Davis stressed how important
it is to keep exercising and especially do weight bearing exercise. I will need
to do better than I did today.
Food has no flavor to me. Certain textures feel better than
others. Premier Protein drinks are probably my favorite way of getting
nutrients in me. That is helpful because then I also add the liquids that I
need. I just eat little amounts every 2 or so hours. That helps with not
getting too sick. And it seems to be working. Today was a much better day for
the nausea. Thank heavens.
I was going through my closet last night. Since I have lost
60 pounds some clothes don’t fit anymore. In addition to that, I have dropped a
few bra sizes from the surgery. Some of my favorite shirts don’t fit me at all
anymore. I am hoping that I can adjust a couple of my favorites so I can still
wear them. It is kind of emotional to try on my favorite things and have them
not fit because of my new bust size. But it is exciting to see how big some
tops are on me from just loosing the weight that I have lost. I could tell I
was fading last night when trying on the clothes. I just had three more that I
had the bed at that time so I pushed myself to finish those. That was a
mistake. I can’t push myself that hard. I threw up a bit and then thought for
sure I was going to faint. Mitch was there and helped me to get into bed to
rest. After a while I felt a lot better and was able to rest.
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